I need a friend who understand me.

I need a friend who can study with me.

I need a friend who can plays sports with me.

I need a friend whom i can talk about anything under the sun.

I need a friend who loves what i love and like what i like.

I need a friend who cheers me up when i'm down and feels happie when i'm happie.




I need a friend... do you exist?

I know it's long long wait, and i know the title of this post has appeared many times, I'm sorrie that i've neglected my blog for so long.

I was damnz busy with school and work the past few months. Its like after school or work, you feel so lazy you dun even wan to do anything that will take up alot of your time and just want to go straight to your bed to sleep like there's no tomorrow.

I did update my blog, but i din published, cos there were too many photos to upload. Everytime there's events or something happened, i will write about it since it doesnt take a lot time, but as i have to look for the photos to upload which is quite tedious, i decided to save my drafts and only published them when i have the time to upload the photos. All unpleasant posts will not be published, most of the past entries will be about events.

Anyway I've published some entries, can just read them for the time being.

I've published some again. More to come =)

Joy is finally back!! Feels kind of good to see Biz Mag reunites again.

When she left, andy and i couldn't make it to send her off, and she came back, i couldn't be there too, cos i was at Stong. Shhh... hope she doesnt remember that we ever promised her to be at the airport waiting for her arrival...

We had a good dinner at Ichiban @esplanade. Too bad Jason and Serene couldnt make it for the dinner, but we still enjoyed the small outing. After that we had Transformer2 for movie @cineleisure, and Jason joined us. The movie was GREAT!! Megan fox is such a chio bu.. haha~~

Although it maybe juz a small gathering, i believe there will be more to come.. Looking forward. =D

This time round i wont see it as a waste of time, cos i reallie wan to use this mock ippt to gauge my fitness.

Standing board jump : 225cm. 9 cm more!!!
2.4Km : 10:20min. Need to be 21 sec faster!!

Im willing to work hard for the 400bucks. I will try!


Its good to have a very good dinner at Chong Pang nasi lemak. Cant wait to see you guyz again, my buddies..

This is one of the best and enjoyable trip i've been to. Stong!

We took train from JB. This is the 1st time i've been overnight on a train. We actually have our own bed and the feeling of sit sleeping and lie down sleeping on a train is total different, its a lot more comfortable. Just that i cant convince myself that the bedsheet is clean. argh.. We played and fooled around till after midnight before we go sleep. And im wondering how come so many people like to crowd around and sit on my bed, the bedsheet got even dirtier...

The part that i like about going to trips is that i will get to know more people. But i definitely like going to trip with ODAC ppl. I've made new friends like Gareth, Yiting, Veronica and Nafang (although she's a senior already).

I misplaced my pouch and i only realised when i boarded the train. I got so panic that i went searching up and down for it. Luckily Nafang found it and she kept it for me. When she found it, she actually announced that she found a pouch, guess i was engrossed in socialising and totally miss out the announcement. Thanx Nafang! =)

The trek was a good one, although we have to carry our trekking bag up the trek, i dun feel shag cos i have music!!! I brought along my ipod and speaker. And i have frenz who talk cock with me along the way. Its totally different from Datuk. I swear i will never go back to Datuk again!!!

The waterfalls are nice and cooling, I feel so relaxed soaking in the water although it was damnz cold. We did cliff junping and slide down the "slide". Once on the cliff, its so difficult to take the 1st step to jump off, and it took me quite sometime before i lift my legs up and fly off the cliff. Its an experience!!!

Its always good to have a chef in our trip!!! Wee hian is the highlight of the trip, i mean the food he cooked. haha~~ We had all different kind of pasta.

The view up the hill was nice too. At night we all hung around there, sing many songs and talk about anything under the sun.

This is the best trip i've been to, i dun mind going back again, and again, and again...

ODAC 2nd event, Adventure Trail Challenge.

This was held at sub-urban area at around Punggol and sengkang area. The starting and ending point were at Compass point. Participants have to run from checkpoints to checkpoints clearing various obstacles, which include Kayaking, abseiling, cycling, river crossing, rock climbing etc.

As usual, biz mag has booth duties to do. We have Deepheat, Sunplay, and A21's booths to mend. We spent most of our time hanging around the booth. But WeeHian and Samuel managed to get me escaped from the boring duties and drove me around watching the competition that was going on.

Not only i have to take care of the booths, i have to take care of Northface dome and balloon. And the weather wasnt on my side, it started raining halfway. Everyone panicked, we had a tough time shifting everything into the main tentage. For my part, i felt very stressed up becos it takes time to deflate the balloon, plus we have to shift away the heavy rocks we placed inside the balloon that were used to stablise it, and the 9000bucks dome which i was warned not to leave it under the rain. We managed to shift all my display items into the main tentage.

But through all these, we worked very well together and we built up good team work. Needless to say, we were drenched but we were happy. =)

Oh yahz, ATC will be on Channel 5 Sports@SG. So exicted, just hope to see my face on tv.

Mark from Singapore sports council called me and said that Media corp will be down fliming about ATC. He mentioned about Jade seah, and i was wondering who the hell is she. On the event day, i got to know who she is. She is the gal who acted in the volleyball show as a bimbo. =X She wasnt tt plump and she is taller than wat i tot.

Anywae the event was a successful one. I just hope this event will go on and on. I'm actually thinking of whether i should join ATC comm nex year. I want to stay in biz mag, but i also want to try something new. Let me consider..

Good job ATC!! Keep it up!!

Its like 2 days after that marathon, and im still suffering from foot pain, and a bit of bruise. I cant walk alot if not my knee will hurt too. =/

Wats worst, i have to work the whole of this week. Thanks ar.

Becos of this marathon, I cant take part in ODAC kayaking expedition. Too bad i've paid for sundown, if not i would have forgo it for ODAC's event.

It was named sundown becos it was conducted at night. The full marathon started at 1201am. Although i've only ran 2 marathons, I have to say that this is going to be my last marathon in the near future cos I feel that my legs are giving way soon, my legs need rest!

This race wasnt simple, we have cross overhead bridges. Oh my f-ing god, my thigh actually cramped, twice. This has never happen to me b4. It was so painful to the extend that i was forced to sit down immediately and stretch my legs. In total, i think i have rest-ed for like at least half an hour or more.

We shouldn't have followed Benjamin's pace. He was running as if its a 21km race, so fast that i think i had spent all my energy at the 1st half of the race, and i wasted alot of my time resting and walking. Luckily GuoRong accompanied me throughout the race. We took turns to wait for each other when our legs cramped.

Although i keep complaining and whining along the marathon, i improved! But not alot, still within the 5 hours range. Next marathon maybe 2 years later???

Becos of this stupid cohesion training, i cannot plan to work, kind of wasted my off dae cos i can use it to do more meaningful things. Thinking back when i was having exams in april, some coporal from my reservist unit called to ask whether i will be attending the training anot, i should have turned him down, kind of regretted.

It was a busy day for me. I woke up late and i had to rush to school to submit qianting and my hall application forms. If not for Qianting's forms, i would have forgo-ed getting a hall cos i was damnz lazy to travel all the way back to NTU hall 5 juz to submit the forms.

Altho i find all these trainings very stupid, but when i got to see my platoon mates, I was so excited! That was when i noe i reallie miss them!!! We basically juz play our way throughout the whole training, and this is the 1st time i got above 12 mins for my 2.4km. But i think i wanna do better nex time, i wanna get gold with incentive. Its possible, cos im in Cat Y now. =/ and =D

Anywae i feel so bad and left out for not joining them for dinner. I promised i will join them the next ippt training in june.

i love you guyz!!!

I've been waiting for this gathering for very long cos i've been missing in action and i feel very bad about it. After discussing with them about the dates, it seems like im the one who is always giving them problem, and ended up i have to become the organiser.

We went MINDS cafe @Prinsep street. We have 2 surprise characters attending. One of them is our Dua pek gong, Junqiang. OMG he has put on weight!!!! Next is our long MIA Paul, who has finally regained his freedom from Army.

We played quite number of boardgames, and enjoyed playing taboo the most and kept laughing at one another's english.

One thing i realised is that, no matter wat we do or go, it doesnt matter cos in the end it will be a fruitful one. The meaningful and precious time we spent with one another is wat we want.

Ok, who's the next organiser?

I always wanted to join those adventure competitions when i was in poly, but i couldn't find anyone to participate with me. I remember once i signed up for the mini biathlon organised by the water sports club NYP, my partner Alice back out and ended up we din go for the race. I was damnz freaking disappointed!! Now that i am in NTU, getting people to join with me isn't a difficult thing anymore.

After winning in our own ODAC ATC step up race, my passion for joining in such compeition grows. I got my odac biz mag comm mates to join me in my team, along with other odac members to race with us.

We took part in the inter-varsity category. Altho i wanted to win very much, but i was feeling so lazy and lethargic on the actual day, so i took the competition very lightly, treat it as a bonding session with my team mates.

The race was held in urban area, and it started off with a jigsaw puzzle. Next was kayaking, followed by cycling, obstacles clearing and abseiling. Its very similiar as our ATC step up, just that is held in the sub urban area, and is more challenging.


In the end, none of the ODAC groups win anything, but we were very happie after the race cos we feel bonded. More races to come!!!

ODAC's main 1st event of 2009 is Pumpfest, which is an annual bouldering competition for the 11th year running. Its one of the 4 main bouldering league of singapore. This time round it takes place at Velocity.

Event time means busy time... The event will only be held from the 15th may till 17th may, but we started working on it a few months ago. As business manager, we have to source for sponsors and negotiate with them.

On the 14th may, Andy drove us all around Singapore to collect the sponsor items. It took us the whole day to collect the items and we had to rush to collect everything by the sponsors end work at 6pm. Although it was just collecting items, we were all shagged out, maybe becos most of the time we were sitting at the back of the lorry under the sun. But it was reallie good to see the items we collected, cos the lorry was reallie packed with the items.


14th may is oso my birthday, i cant believe i've spent my birthday like this. haha~~ no matter wat, i m reallie very happie that the Biz Mag actually remembers and celebrated it with mi. Thanx for the deuter pouch, although i already have one, but i still like it alot. =) I cut birthday cake with jason, whose birthday is juz a day b4 mine.

Goodie bags packing was chaos. It was good to see so many people helping up to pack the goodie bags. I was in charge of distributing the items to the packers. I think we should not rush, and should have packed the bags items by items. Some packers packed fast and some were slow. The fast packers will then came to us and asked for new items, while the slower ones were still packing the previous items. Because of this, we had a hard time, we had to keep asking whether thay have packed this items, whether they packed that items. I think this part reallie dragged and slow down our time. But im still happie that we finished packing quite fast.

The actual event was a very good one, i stayed throughout the 3 daes. I got to see many people participating, from young to old, from male to female, noobies to experts. Not very often will i get to see professionals climbing, i felt so excited watching them. Although it rained, but it din stop the enthu climbers from coming, and there was quite a crowd of spectators watching the competition.

Biz mag's task was mainly mending the Sunplay and Deepheat booths, taking care of the printing of photos. If you're lucky enough, and if there's insufficient manpower, you may need to help out at the wall.

I totally understand how Pumpfest committees feel and i can see their hard work. Well done PUMPFEST!!! =D

Surprise!! Awfully Chocolate gave free cake to us when i was working. They know my birthday is approaching, this is my pressie from them =) Delicious!!!

Actually they gave to all the tenants in Vivocity. haha~~

I have been working these few daes and i reallie nit a small break. Surprisingly Qianting called to jio us for a gathering. Initially I was surprised becos i never tot she will organise outings. =P I like gatherings, i immediately agreed to it.

On the day, i was on morning shift until 7pm. So after work i joined them at the steamboat buffet at vivocity. I din noe there's a steamboat buffet at vivo even though i have been working there for like almost 2 yrs.

Joanne also joined us after her tuition job. We had a good dinner and food was never enough when we are eating buffet, so they asked mi to go for a second round of food and i did as they say. When i went back to the table, i was so surprised to see them holding a small cake. So touched that they actually remember my birthday! I never suspected anything, i tot it is juz a small gathering. And yeahz, i received a Braun Buffel wallet from them. I love it. Thanx alot man!!

Too bad Hady din join us, Qianting din ask him along becos she felt so guilty and awkward for not celebrating for him due to exams. She din noe Tianlong and i actually ordered pizza and eat with him when we were studying for exams at Tianlong's room.

I love you guyz! Cant wait to meet you guyz again =D

Its hell because I have to travel to school early in the morning everyday. And we only have like 30 mins grace time before the inflexible lab tech stop us from signing the attendant sheet.

I hate to squeeze in the buses or MRT, but i guess i muz get used to it cos i will nit to do that everydae next semester. I cant get hall =(  Any kind soul wanna rent their hall to me?

Seriously speaking, i dun think we did alot for CIDP this week, cos we were playing restaurant city most of the time, and improvised a bit on our program only. But we found out that actually our program is already very good compared to other groups.

No matter wat, CIDP week has ended, its HOLIDAY!!!! lets nua for 3 months!!! =D

Its the 1st ODAC gathering after the exams. The people are still as crazy. The theme is "Kampong" and we got to play some kampong games, like "pa gong li", "ku ti", "5 stones" etc...

It brought back alot of my childhood memories, especially when we were playing "zero point". This is the game i used to play very often at the stairs lobby at my grandma place.

Actually i tot if everyone dressed up like those kampong people, it will be more interesting. I suggested it and ended up i became the mascot for biz mag. Biz mag got so excited when it comes to sabotaging ppl, Chinghui actually brought along a sarong, and jason bought a fan for me to dress up. I will do my best to sabotage people if there's a chance!!! Your turn will come...!!!!

Biz mag is indeed an eating comm. After BBQ, we went  to Selegie Tau hueh for supper. It's one of the best tau hueh in singapore. And we ended going to Jason's place to play Wii. Happening larz, we were so crazy over raving rabbits... Oh yahz, we got to web cam with Joy. We are all waiting for her to fly back, den Biz Mag will reunite!!!

Although not everyone can make it todae, i reallie enjoyed.

This is what i have been waiting for after all the sufferings. (im referring to the exams) I felt so seperated from the outside world and finally i can get to meet all my dearest biz mag frenz.

I Always wanted to cycle around singapore at night, and enjoy the night breeze, the quietness and peacefulness, and all the good food in singapore.

It was kind of rush as i woke up very late and have to go back to school to pay for the applcation fee to apply for hall. By the time everything was done, it was already 5pm.

Luckly i met Jason on 179 and discussed about the meeting time if not the night cycling will not happen cos we found out that the bicycle kiosks closes at 7pm and our original plan was to meet at 9pm. It was so rush, i have to take cab home to get changed. So some of them has to got down earlier to rent the bikes on our behalf.

Wahaha, i managed to get Weixin to join us.. She is so scared of long distance cycling.We started from Pasir ris park. We cycled to Changi Village for Lala, Carrot cakes etc. The food was great!!! Then we proceeded on to East coast Park. We cycled past the long stretch of track along the runway of changi airport. It was so cool to see planes take off and land.

We had a short break at ECP macdonald and a long rest at esplanade where almost everyone fell asleep. Lastly we cycled to Geylang and had supper at the 126 Dim sum. Its one of the best dim sum in Singapore, although its a bit expensive, but its worth the money. =)

The sleeping princesses of ODAC biz mag 08/09 : Serene, Chinghui, HuiZhen and WeiXin =P

The night cycling was a good one, but I feel a few years older after the cycling session. So its good to have it once a year, cos keep staying overnight and exercise is not healthy. hahaha...

Exams are finally over, but i still cannot relax, i still have one week of CIDP. Its gonna be hell, will have to travel from home early in the morning everydae cos we were forced to shift out of the hostel after our exams due to the renovation works for the youth olympic games.

Immediately after my last paper, i got Serene to help me packed my stuffs and shift them back home. I have been staying in NTU 2 weeks before exams started, and i cant wait to go home.

Pantry
Washing room

At least now I can sleep in peace, no more worrying about my stinky roomie will sleep on my bed over the weekends, no more eating school food, no more feeling bad and guilty cos i kept rejecting my frenz when they asked mi out, i can join them! =)

This part of hall 13 and 14 just looks like a army camp.

Alot of ppl say staying in hall will be happening, and that we can jog very often. Thats not very true, this semester i spent most of my time doing tutorials, staying overnght to rush my CIDP and the weekly project from CSC203. But i kind of got used to it already. Heard from Ee kian that 2nd year is killer year for CSC students, i'm prepared for worse already.

My lovely roomie!!!

Although I keep complaining the condition of the hall, i still hope i can get a room next semester, if not i will have to spend most of my time on mrt liaoz... =/

Its good to study with people who needs to study too...

This is a working link!!! =)

"By apologising, it will not make everything ok.

Its the choice you've made. As you grow older, every choice that you make defines who you are going to turn into.

So rather than apologising, you need to look at yourself and ask if you like the person you're becoming."


----quoted from Gossip girls by Alison



I somehow agree. By apologizing, it will never help. People apologize out of courtesy.

I like doing quiz in a big lecture theatre.

Before the quiz we were strangers, after the quiz we became frenz...

Everyone is so helpful... =)

I think i muz be eating good these few months. I din reallie put on weight but fats. Just look at the fat around my tummie.

I nit to control!!!

I nit to cut down on junk food, dun take sugary drinks and lastly, jog at least 2 times a week.

I wan the body i used to have in my poly life!!!

To people who read who my blog a few years ago, i wonder whether you remember that i ever complaint about how old i am and how fast time flies. I'm going to do the same thing now.

It's hard not to think of it when i meet my frenz and when i browsed through my frens' facebook or friendster profile to learn about how they are doing now. The updates from frens make me both happie and worrying at the time.

Recently i came across one of my secondary school mate, Fabian Pwi's facebook profile. He is married to Candice Goh.

I got to meet Dennis and Jane at AMK last week. Jane is pregnant!!! Congrats. They were having their lunch before they go to the maternity class.

Ah Seng approached me to become his brother for his wedding. I have to turn it down becos of school but i will attend the dinner. Serene also told mi that Sharon is getting marry in september.

Oh my god, i reallie cant help it but to keep thinking.





Look at me, how old i am, and im still single, i'm still struggling in NTU, starting to get used to uni life, when most of the people of my age are almost ready to get marry and start their own family. I feel so abnormal. Its not juz about the marrying issue, its gonna be very late for me to start my career when i graduate in like 3 years time.

Juz look at the number of times i've gotten the money from governement, the numbers of candles on my bdae cake, the age gap between my gal classmates and i, the irritating and disgusting tummie that developed, the "always restless and always not in the form to exercise" body i have...





Time reallie flies very fast.

I so regret that i din reallie study when i was in secondary school. I regret even more when i was given an opportunity to retake O level, but i din grab the chance tight enough to let it slip away. I have to take one big round to reach this stage of my educational journey. Things would have turned out very smoothly if i was sensible enough to study for my O level.

In one of my entries a few years ago, i oso mentioned that "Why regret when u noe u can prevent it from happening?"

So now I will work harder for the rest of the semesters although i din do well for my 1st semester. There's no point taking a course with direct honours and graduate without a honour.


I will try my best.

Irritating over 9000





Hokkien Umbrealla

I still remember i once told tian long tt O was humble. And now he openly insult us. Since its not the 1st time liaoz, i wont give face the nex time.

Still the same old line, no wonder he has no frenz. OR B.

I hope all the clicker sessions carry marks, so that he cant get any marks.

Its 230am in the morning and im still studying for the 5 mins Algorithms quiz tml at 830am. It carries 10%, damnz alot larz...

Haiz...

Its been 2 years, finally get a chance to meet my relatives. Ohhh, i was working last year, even on the 1st dae of new year.

There's this thing about my dad's lorry. Everytime my brother and I sat at the back of his lorry, it will start drizzling, and we got no choice but to squeeze in front with my mum. It happens every year.

We got to catch up a bit with Our relatives. My 1st uncle will be selling away his fish farm because its hard and expensive to maintain it, and they will be shifting to Teck Whye after new year, preparing to retire. 2nd uncle's coffeeshop business is expanding, now they own 2 coffeeshops. Sixth uncle is selling char kuay tiao at the coffee near city harvest church, and the business is good. Glad that they are doing so well.

Normally i dun like going to their places cos i dun like the things they say. But this year, its different, i realise they care alot for my family, especially me. My 1st and sixth uncle actually offered me their place to stay if i cant get hall nex semester. I feel so warm.

As usual, my relatives from my maternal side are all late. By the time they reached my grandma's place, i was about to leave for my movie. But i feel so good seeing them, even though for a while only.

This CNY, i've watched 3 movies with 3 different groups of people. "Love matters" with my uni classmates, "The wedding game" with my secondary classmates and "Bride war" with GR. The movies are good, at least 3 stars our of 5.

My uni classmates and I actually wanted to dye our hair red together, but Qianting kinda chicken out, and unluckily, the dye for gals were sold out, so in the end Tianlong and I proceeded on with our hair dying plan, to caremel red colour. I was so afraid that the colour might turn out to be very scary, but it was alright. =D

And i dun like our lecturers. They kept preparing things for us to do on CNY. ARGH, so many online lectures, and quizes after new yr...


Anyway, its a brand new year, everything will be good!!!!!! Huat ar!!!

I dun like arrogant people. Next time please think before you speak, be humble a bit. Some things may be true, but its better not to mention.

No wonder u have no frenz...